Thanks to everyone for recent comments. HAPPY FRIDAY! The last day of my first week of treatment, and so far I'm doing fine. Again, the radiation was a struggle the first 'round' because my back was killing me (I think I mentioned this). But we finally found a comfortable position, and now I just wait out the 15-20 minutes until all the whirring stops. Then I'm done, in and out in a half-hour. I'm slightly more tired by mid afternoon, with a headache which is sometimes fierce, but I've found the best solution for that is just a cold pack alternating with my neck brace.

I do know that the entire treatment schedule isn't apt to be as smooth sailing as this first week, but I'm a determined young(!) woman who has always compromised with myselfafter mentally analyzing all the pros and cons to find the best approach to any of the more distasteful events in my life. My mantra has always been "I can stand anything, as long as I know it's temporary." Works every time, once I make a decision.

So keeping that in mind, I'm determined to avoid the PEG as long as possible; so far I have only slight burning in my throat and seem to manage eating creamed soups using whole milk and a dollop of butter with crackers, spinach quiche, and other soft foods verrrrrry carefully, with the assist of the ol' Magic Mouthwash about a half-hour before so my throat isn't completely numb but just relaxed. I also do jaw exercises which help prevent throat muscles from getting stiff. Also drink at least two Carnation Instant Breakfast a day, iced tea and ginger ale. My "menus" have become an adventure!

The Erbitux worked well, no side effects at all, and yes I'm using the recommended soaps and lotions to hopefully avoid a rash. I have six more of those treatments, once per week, and have finally found time to catch up on crossword puzzles which used to be a hobby until the Internet came along.

So far, so good. But don't be surprised if you don't see me back in a week or so kicking and screaming!

My best to all of you. And thanks for your help.

Maggie