Test results wont be had until next month. We were told to wait for a PET scan to be scheduled mid Jan, then based on those results, they will decide how to treat him. He's lost faith in the docs, and doesn't even want to see his radiologist ever again. Foolishly I said, why? it's not like he gave you the cancer, it isn't his fault. That lead to a discussion of how I didn't have his back anymore, and no matter what kind of rampage he goes on, I am expected to be on his side. Not these strangers who are doing him wrong. I do not see an end in sight to our relationship woes. All I can do is hang on and support him the best I can. I'm trying to do more for myself and my son in the mean time. Just hangin on.
CG to my husband, Matt. Dx June 2009 Stage IV Oropharengeal SCC right tonsil primary with distant metastases. Rad to neck- Surgeries to lungs- Every avail chemo - ran out of options Jan 2012, called for hospice help Feb 2012, at rest March 19, 2012.
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