and i feel like i am wrong for doing this to him on top of all he is facing... i NEVER thought i would be this girl.
This girl, scared out of her mind, and now feeling sorry for the one that scares her.
But cancer complicates everything i suppose...

CG to my husband, Matt. Dx June 2009 Stage IV Oropharengeal SCC right tonsil primary with distant metastases. Rad to neck- Surgeries to lungs- Every avail chemo - ran out of options Jan 2012, called for hospice help Feb 2012, at rest March 19, 2012.