Gary- sex is actually what he wants, not me. I just want the man that used to love to cuddle and kiss and all that. Yes, sex was important- but not all of our relationship. Last night, he was acting more like his normal self (before cancer) but this morning he is in a funk and is depressed- and I dont know what to do to get him out of it. All it does is make me depressed...


Lisa-Caregiver to fiance Bill (the love of my life)- Stage 4 Esophageal cancer- started rad/ chemo. 3/8/07