I sure do too. I have 10 more treatments and then will be off to my sons for a couple of weeks to recoup. He wants me out there in the boonies where I can relax, not have any stairs and can sit out on his deck which the poor boy is trying to "speed build" so it will be ready in time.

I don't know what the girl will do then because thats long distance. I can't call her because I can't talk very much above a whisper now.

My daughter seems to not be aware that with the first breath we take we have the possibility to die as this is the way its all been planned for us. She knows how I feel about this and when my purpose is finished I am gone same as everyone else. Cancer is not my death sentence.

I will just keep praying. Meanwhile I do find comfort in the God and so many other people and things in my life.

Karen you can bet I am in the air conditioning today. The heat index is supposed to be around 110 and its humid. I went out to go to the drugstore and my glasses steamed up. Now that is hot!