Hi all,

Just posting an update. I finished my treatments on Monday. I am feeling really, really tired. I have alot of mucus and choked on it Tuesday. I have alot of sores. I have a feeding tube, so my weight is stable. I know that I won't feel better for a month or so. That said, I don't even know what better will be. I don't have a tongue now. I lost my job. I have alot of fear and anxiety for the future. I don't want to live the rest of my life with a feeding tube. And have people judge me for my inability to speak clearly because I don't have a tongue.

R0se