@CrystalJ

Crystal, to you and to all the others, I am sorry that you have this.

It's incredible that you weren't a tobacco user or HPV-positive patient.

Thank you so much for hoping my biopsy is clear. Just got out of the psych hospital and was feeling better, looking forward to getting my life back on track, now this....

I HAVE stopped smoking and drinking now.

Crystal, there are no words ... I read your story abut all your tumours and sutures. You are indeed a fighter. I don't know how I'd cope. It's amazing that you say it's all DO-able!! Your confidence and fight humbles me deeply.

But, you do mention that you don't have depression and thank goodness you don't. It is a terrible spiritual trial.

I also have anxiety and some OCD thrown in so now I'm like, if I catch the phone on 2 rings then I don't have cancer, but if I catch it at 3 rings then I do have cancer... and stuff like that.

Here you are having a feeding tube, yet you bake and cook for others and it brings you joy! Hats off to you, really, keep going!!!!

Thank you for writing me...