Sorry about the need for further treatment. When John was told that his cancer had metastasized, I was very upset. Then one day, while driving home, I was thinking about how that I had one day less with him, but in the next moment, it occurred to me that even if he wasn't sick, we would always have one day less -- that's the nature of life. This thought has helped me through some rather rough times and has helped me feel determined to sustain a positive attitude. I hope this helps.

Gloria
She stood in the storm, and when the wind did not blow her way, she adjusted her sails... Elizabeth Edwards

Wife to John,dx 10/2012, BOT, HPV+, T3N2MO, RAD 70 gy,Cisplatinx2 , PEG in Dec 6, 2012, dx dvt in both legs after second chemo session, Apr 03/13 NED, July 2013 met to lungs, Phase 1 immunotherapy trial Jan 18/14 to July/14. Taxol/carboplatin July/14. Esophagus re-opened Oct 14. PEG out April 8, 2015. Phase 2 trial of Selinexor April to July 2015. At peace Jan 15, 2016.