Jen, I am very new to this place as well. It was not that long ago my head was spinning out of control. The BAM BAM BAM, quickness and feeling totally out of control is tough. I actually got a phone call two days after being diagnosed saying I had a MRI at 2:15pm...it was already 2:20pm. Needless to say they wondered why I was late, but things happened like that up untill the surgery and then into treatment. It happens very fast and you do feel totally out of control. Keep positive, this just means they are doing everything possible to get you better again. I had 3 stays in the hospital over my chemo and radiation treatments. I kept letting my self get dehydrated. I am on top of that now and only have one radiation left. It is hard at the beginning but remember to ask lots of questions and bring someone with you if possible...4 ears are better than 2. Find support here or wherever you can. It is overwhelming...but it can be done. Take Care and KEEP POSITIVE!!!!