BTW, I'm not real good at getting around these boards yet, but I assume they are read by someone. Of course, I'm dealing with alot of quality of life issues right now, being at Stage IV already, I'm questioning whether or not I'm up for the fight and when I can express to my medical team to stop treatment. Unfortunately, I keep trying to find more Stage IV survivors with similar stories, but nothing inspires me.

Honestly, and please forgive me for sounding grim, but I feel like I've just been issued a death sentence and I should gently glide into that good night.