Sounds like you are fairly well under control. Just one piece of advice:

The most important thing is that once you have made your decision, stick with it, believe in it and don't look back.

Those of us that have made it out of the hole tend to defend and advocate for whatever treatment we had - it helps us validate the decisions we made and makes us feel more comfortable. This is just human behaviour. The same applies in reverse when things don't quite work out the way we envisaged.