Hugs hun... We'll add you to our prayers. And god forgives he loves you as he made you - I'm sure there are far worse people out there who pray to him, so pray as much as you want! If you do get a c diagnosis, the best way to deal with it is one thing at a time! Take care and good luck!

Cheryl : Irritation - 2004 BX: 6/2008 : Inflam. BX: 12/10, DX: 12/10 : SCC - LS tongue well dif. T2N1M0. 2/11 hemigloss + recon. : PND - 40 nodes - 39 clear. 3/11 - 5/11 IMRT 33 + cis x2, PEG 3/28/11 - 5/19/11 3 head, 2 chest scans - clear(fingers crossed) HPV-, No smoke, drink, or drugs, Vegan