He's going to the store and buying it. I can't stop him. He's an alcoholic. Nobody can stop him but himself. Have you ever tried to stop and alcoholic from drinking? I want to break all the bottles and throw them in the garbage, but do you know what that would do? I can't do that. He's been this way since he was a teenager. He's actually gotten much better since we've been together so I've been told, I tamed the tiger. But with the damn oxy...it's bad. My kids have tried, his family has tried, we all have tried, he has gone to AA he has gone to jail(before me) he has gone to a home...the man has issues and I don't know what it was and I probably think it's the cancer now. He never was married, had any kids no responsibilities til he met me, never dated anybody over 6 months and we are going on 14 yrs never held a job for over a year til he met me. I've said enough. I'm going to get hold of his home nurse and see about changing his damn oxy...don't know what else they make in liquid form for pain. Hopefully something not so potent for an alchoholic.


CG to Ron
Out of Pain 4/3/13
4/12-lung and under chin growth no treatment
1/13/12 lung biopsy
6/11 recur 6/30 resection #2 Clear margins
Clear 12/10
Surg 5/13/10 neck dis/nodes part gloss/flap R thigh all teeth out
RAD 30 8/10
DX 4/2/10 "Oral Cavity" T3NOMO
12/28/07 Non Hodg Lymph remission 7/08
passed away 4.3.15, RIP Ron, you are greatly missed