Well we're having a really bad day. Mom looks more frail with each day. The 29th seems like an eternity from now. It seems the fistula in her neck is opening up WIDE. Her neck is also 'leaking' from where the previous surgery was. What does this mean??? Im just sick on my stomach. I want someone to take her now. I cant even look at her without crying frown


my mom, age 59.

12/08 surgery & 33x rad
4/09 recurrence
5/09 surgery & 35x rad
12/09 recurrence
1/10 surgery. peg tube, trach, fibula free flap
6/10 recurrence. double chemo treatments.
8/10/10 finally at peace in heaven