Hi Minnie,
I'm sorry I haven't written. Your situation instantly took me back to memories of a year ago with Aunt Ro. I got stuck in an emotional whirlpool for a few days. You can do this though. You are smart and you are strong and driven, and I believe with all my heart that you can beat this thing. I will pray for you every day. You're going to do this. I KNOW you can do this.
Hugs,
Lisa