Lisa, I totally agree with Christine about not letting cancer steal your good moments. I get that's hard to do but it's worth trying. It is so understandable that you would be upset about losing your hair but it absolutely will grow back. Most of the chemo used for this kind of treatment doesn't create the kind of hair loss you are talking about.

I am not the one whose body this is happening to but I was relieved that they were giving my husband chemo. I think anything that helps to be sure this is out of your body is a good thing.
I think it's great how open you are here about your concerns. Keep posting.