I am feeling very scared. I don't want to see him hurting. Still don't get how he can feel absolutely fine and have this terrible stuff running through him. I wish it was me.

Lisaj, caregiver to Ken age 45 at DX, non smoker, social drinker, athlete
Stage IV SCC BOT, bilateral lymph involvement
DX 01/08/2010
Taxol, Cisplatin, IFEX
Treatment completed 6/2010 - all clear