Danny
Sending you a big huge gigantic cyber hug which should promptly be followed by a gentle kick in the butt. Every day is work and I believe it's unbearably hard but you are still here and doin it. You have given so much to so many people in this community and I'm sure much more to those immediately around you...Take the love you need, now it's your turn. You have earned it. Feel it!! and try to get yourself centered and in a better space. TAlk TAlk Talk about it here... with your loved ones..with a counselor... in a group....Let the health professionals know where you are at and ask for help....you are in my prayers. Denise