Hey Danny,
Your glass is full! Even the slightest edginess can send you over the top. The help that people are suggesting will empty some of that glass and give you a little breathing room. Your family needs you now.

When I was in the depths of treatment there is no way I could have summoned enough power from within. I had to surrender and ask for power from a power greater than myself. It was that and my faith that saw me through. I pray that you can reach out and find that power for yourself. Have faith that tommorrow will be the dawn of a new day and better attitude. There's still work to be done.