CIndy,

Oops my spelling leaves little to be desired in here :-) It is almost 1 am and I meant to write "here" for you. Also, I was making a point I never finished. I think crying is good in the long runs. It keeps you from bottling up your emotions so you dont "break down" one day. My friends/family are telling me that it is good that i am crying although, I dont feel the immediate relief. I just think it is healthy to do Cindy. And it is ok to be scared. THis is a scary thing. I never thought I would be in this position, but it looks like we both are. But, there are happy endings here and happy results. So, we have to all keep the faith, right? :-)
Stephany

Stephany.Daughter of mother who passed away 3/26/05 from Recurrent Gum Squamous Cell Carcinoma. She had 3 surgeries, and 6 weeks radiation, and then passed due to infection. I miss her very much. She was 65 years young when she passed. Love you Mom!