Hi Stephany,

He has neutropenia. Neutrophil count down to 44 and fever to 102. He is very sick and the doctors are trying to find out what bug has gotten hold of him. The cultures should tell us today.

Remember earlier when we talk about crying and such? Well that seems to be all I do now. Not in front of him, of course, but when I leave the hospital and when I am alone.

Sort of like now. Yesterday I kept having memories of every good moment we have ever had. Places we have gone etc. And I kept praying that we will still get a chance to go to the places we have always wanted to go.

I have to go now.

Cindy