Cindy,

Hang in there. Crying is good. People have told me that it is good to have that release. Otherwise, you could get worse emotionally! That is good you dont cry in front of him. I have cried in front of my mother, the day the doctor told me and my family she had less than a year to live. I couldnt help it and then it made my mother cry. Since then, I try very hard NOT to cry in front of her. It takes strength and Cindy, I know how hard that is to hold back the tears. I break down crying every day as well. But that is how I deal with it.

How is your husband's infection? I hope he is doing better. Please Cindy, try to take care of yourself. IT is very hard on the caretaker, as you know and it is important to take care of you also. I am sorry you had a rough day today, but please remember, that I, and the wonderful people in this forum are here to help you through this. Please let e know how he is doing as I am concerned and praying for him and you.

Stephany