Hey Petey,
Just wanted to let you that I shared the posts from above with mom tonight...she cryed-a lot- when she read that you said you wanted to die. She asked me to get on and tell you not to give up hope. You scared her. Remember, other people have so much faith in you. You gave her so much help when you called that one day. You asked for the wrong gift on your b-day--you should have asked for more faith.
I hope you are feeling better. This beast is nasty and sly...never know what's gonna hit you next.
Happy belated birthday to you. keep strong.
Donna