Petey


You and I have become friends and You have helped me through and the understanding (somewhat) about the alcohol. How can you even think about giving up ? You have fought so hard to get the treatment you deserve. Ya it sux ....Everything does at one time or another! And families have their issues ..But they are family and they are going to stand by you and help you through .

You have been given another chance SO RUN WITH IT ! Until that Dr says there is nothing more we can do ..you would be a hypocrit to lay down and do nothing ! I dont feel sorry for you .. I feel bad that you have more nodes that are affected, but not over everything else, cus YOU CAN FIX that . You tell me how to do it ! AND YOU HAVE THE BLUE OCEAN !!! I don't have that !! ( I am jealous !!)

This whole thing SUX ..we all agree . I know have a tumor in my trimegnal Nerve which is paralysising my face and my left side and IT SUX !! and it is from the surgery related to my cancer ..but I DEAl I have bad days but i move on ..For my kids ...SURE ... BUT also for ME ! I am so young and so much to do and so are you !!

So go for that drive to that ocean ..find the peace and pull yourself togther !! ANything worth having isnt easy ! I LOVE YA LOTS AND LOTS Petey !!! I couldnt have done alot of this without you and you humor and I am sure alot of people feel the same .....SO SNAP TO IT !!


Shar


Ps

Read Davids post about one year ago today was his 1st Rad treatment....There is some inspriration for YOU !