 Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts)
Joined: Nov 2002 Posts: 3,552 | Petey,
please - you've got to stop the pity party and call your sponsor. And what do you mean that you have no caregiver? What about your wife?
Nobody said sobriety was easy - especially the first year and even more so because you have cancer. KEEP GOING TO MEETINGS, READ THE BIG BOOK, TALK TO YOUR SPONSOR. READ the second paragraph on page 417 (4th edition - p. 449 if you have the 3rd edition).
Talk to your doctor about antidepressants. Quit being a wuss - you can do this! I'm the worlds biggest wuss and I did it - so can you.
Gary Allsebrook
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Dx 11/22/02, SCC, 6 x 3 cm Polypoid tumor, rt tonsil, Stage III/IVA, T3N0M0 G1/2
Tx 1/28/03 - 3/19/03, Cisplatin ct x2, IMRT, bilateral, with boost, x35(69.96Gy)
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