yes. of course, husband had some set backs as they thought he had cancer again right away and did a lot of tests so while it was still fresh, it never went away for awhile. I don't think about it as much lately though. He is 1 yr out from treatments but I suppose it will always be in the back of mind of how I don't want to go back there and live through it all again and I"m just the caretaker.

I call it a minor PTSD from cancer!


Spouse of 56 yr old with BOT cancer
Stage 4a HPV16 positive
3 chemo treatments cisplantin
35 radiation treatments 7000 cGy
former smoker/chewed tobacco for 38 yrs.