Thank you guys, I guess you guys were the first to see what was just under my skin when I wrote down the turn of events. I think that reading what Paulb. wrote just made me feel as if I had done something wrong, I am sure there was things that I could have done better Ie. keeping track of my own treatment more diligently. its kinda messed up that you have to learn things along the way that could only help you if you had a time machine. I will get those records and have fresh eyes look at them. I am too nice in the regards of go with the flow. and don't question the experts. But they are only human as well. I hope I didn't come across as an ass. shawn u.