Just thought I would check in and let everyone know that I am struggling. Life is so out of balance. Not having Reggie here with me doing just the ordinary of things together is very painful. I have decided to go seek the consultation of a medium/pyshic. I hope that will help with this terrible guilt that I carry with me. If only I had been awake the night he passed maybe i could have kept him alive. I know he didn't want to die. We had so any plans and dreams.................