OP Contributing Member (25+ posts) Joined: Jul 2012 Posts: 28 | How funny. I just caught myself walking down a hall at work with my shoulders slumped forward, chin on my chest and a million things running around my head. I remembered my 96 year old grandmothers advice after my divorce years ago.
KEEP YOUR CHIN UP!!!! lol
I'm going to have my melt down tonight in the privacy of a hot bath. I'm going to gather myself and face the world again tomorrow just as I always do.
I'm pretty much at peace with life. My concerns are the stress on my family. If I brought this on myself through years of hard living. I hate that my family has to bear the end results.
That guilt is tough.
Thanks for everyones advice and support. I will keep posting as I know more.
Age 35, Former smoker/drinker HPV+ Ear Ache 5/12 GP for ear ache 6/18 ENT for ear ache 7/12 CT shows cancer 7/12 Biopsy 8/12 diagnosed SCC Base of tongue right side Barely crossed midline Nodes involved PEG 9/12 35 IMRT start Sept 6th Cisplastin x3 1 down 2 to go
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