Ok yall, I went to see the doc and the counselor today and it went well. Doc put me on Effexor which my wife was on awhile back and said it did wonders for her. I didnt really get too far with the counselor and she is on vacation next week so we will start meeting once a week in two weeks. I feel pretty good about today so yall please keep me in your prayers. Maybe, just maybe things will start to get better soon.

Thanks again for all of the kind words and for keeping me in your thoughts.

Billy