Billy---you'd been so upbeat and positive and sorry you feel so down now.
Glad you are getting counselling and possibly medication.
For me, yes it will end---in death---for lots of others here giving support---they'll tell you and you can read how many years they've survived and how much better it CAN/DOES get.
Just tell yourself every day,you've survived the treatment, you're still here, you've people who love you---how much luckier than that do we need to be????
And we're all here Billy,

Brenda x

Brenda in UK--Diagnosis 30/5/07--undifferentiated carcinoma in right jawbone and muscles. Stage 4
6/7/07--new diagnosis primary is in lung. Finished 4cycles of palliative carboplatin/gemcitabine
therapy September 07
Now dying to live!