Billy, dear friend.....I can't even imagine what you, personally, have gone through these past few months, but I DO know that whatever you have suffered beats the hell out of the ALTERNATIVE!
Buzz is going through similiar depression symptoms, to which I can relate. All I can do is encourage BOTH of you to try to imagine your lives a year from now, not tomorrow or next week.
I believe, with all my heart, that these trials will strengthen you both. Just know that you are in our prayers...and keep us posted, as we DO care about you and yours...
Lois & Buzz in NC