Angelia, I agree with the others, first, every day can't be a "fighting" day, sometimes you need a day off from that. I also strongly agree with seeing a councelor, I would definitely look at that as a good move, they are there to help make you feel better about yourself and help you to understand yourself, I think they are a good tool to have and is definitely not a negative. I would use that to your full advantage! Good luck,best wishes.