Thank you every one for all your input, margaret, wanda, christine, Angelia, and EzJim.. all your thoughts mean a lot. I really have no idea what we are in for with her treatments, as I mentioned, her first round was 4 years ago and just involved surgery. As I have read, and from what the doctors have said, I know it's going to be a long hard road.. but I have also seen people beat the odds and thats what I'm hoping for. My mom however, is very emotional sometimes we can't even talk. My kids want to see her, but she doesn't want to see anyone, she said it hurts too much to see them and "know" she won't be with them for a whole lot longer. hopefully she will over come at least that part and let all of us be there for her.

Thanks again everyone, and I want you to know my path travels both ways, as all of you are now in my prayers also, wether it be to stay clean, or help getting through whatever you may be going through