Tamara,
My deepest condolences. I know there is some consolation in the knowledge that he is finally free of the pain and suffering (I hold on to that daily), but it doesn't lessen your grief and there are no words to take it all away. I'm now 8 months out and it still hurts like crazy. Let your family & friends comfort you and know that we are here sending you virtual hugs!
Bonnie
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Caregiver daughter Teri, age 43, SCC 4/06 SCC lateral tongue, partial glossectomy, mod rad neck dissection, 35 IMRT; metastatic return 4/08 to lung, bone, kidney. 10 radiation to lung, 3 Docetaxel + Carbo, lost her battle on 9/29