Wanda,
I'm so glad your husband is finishing up his treatments. As everyone has said, patience is the key as it will still take awhile to get back to "normal". Those who said you should take some time for yourself were smart! It will be good for you and for John as you will be less stressed and in a better mood. I don't think the worrying part stops. Even when you're doing well I think it stays in the back of your mind. So do take it one day at a time because that is all any of us has - make the BEST of that day that you can and try not to worry 'til you have something to worry about :o) Take good care of John and yourself - Nancy T