You sure do take good careof Martin, heck, mine deserted me and I had to try and do everything for myself including almost breaking my neck a few times. I will neve know how anyone could leave like that and leave someone helpless as a kid.. I was so weak I could barely navigate to fend for myself, maybe tht is waht made me tougher than I was,, I always would fight and size meant nothing,, nmow if I get into a scrap, it will be to try and hurt whoever, and that isn' the real me.