Thanks, Brett. I've been a smoker since I was 12 years old, "old habits die hard". Since my treatments I guess I just don't want to give up my so called pleasures.......smoking and drinking. I'm kind of hoping I'll get a grip with the communications from those that have "been there, done that". However, as Ed has pointed out, in the nicest way possible, nobody but me can make me want to live the rest of my life in a positive way.
Sandy