I like this thread, because there are so many ways to view life, approach life, live life & I for one have a better life value since cancer. I do remember fighting completely everthing I could through treatment just to have some false sense of control. It got me through, good or bad. I do hope Harry can find some peace once in awhile for his & your own sake & like others have said the worst will become better & life will again have some sense of normalcy.