Mandi, I am glad that you have finally made the right decision of getting your husband treated in the hospital. It hurts when seeing the one you love behave like this after a traumatic battle. It is time you took a 'break' for the sake of your own health. While I was in severe depression, my husband, who used to be a very strong guy, broke into tears several times and lost control of me when my intention to commit suicide grew stronger. He had no choice but to escort me to the hospital for treatment for about a month. The medicine and the psychiatrist helped a great deal. Just wish the same thing will happen on your husband and that he can fully recover from his abnormal addiction. There is always hope.You have my thoughts and love,

Karen