Hello everyone,

Thank you, thank you, thank you...your words mean so much. last night, poor John just lost it...actually, it was kinda funny...he through a few snack packs of chocolate pudding on the kitchen wall...I sure in years to come it will be one of our funnier moments :-)...really, how much pudding can one person tolerate!!!!...so I called his sister and she came over and they cried and cried...it was the first time that he could share his fear and anger with someone besides me...he's much clamer...and I had a good cry too!

Thanks for the advice and support...you are such a strong, wise, and funny group...

Love ya,
Sara