Sara,

I agree with Erik. Get John on this website. We have all been where he is. Don't take is anger personally, just be honored that he shares his deepest feelings with you. You are truly a patient and caring wife and mother. I have a 4 and 2 year old and sometimes it's really hard having the kids around when you're so tired. You have to be "on" all the time. Sometimes my husband would take them to McDonalds to eat and play for an hour so I could decompress so to speak. Hang in there! You caretakers are wonderful people. Even though it's hard for you to see your loved one suffer, we couldn't possibly get to the other side of recovery without you.

God Bless you and John!!!
We're here for you.
Lynn