you know i have read alot of stories on here about people and their cancer and some of them give me hope and some make me want to run from it all...all i want is for jim to get better... on one hand i want him to have the surgery he needs and on the other it scares me to know hes gonna be in pain and inmobile for a while...but im willing to take what ever it is life throws at us and help in any way i can..i love him and would do anything for him...