Everyone on this chat has my complete sympathy. It is horrible to loose friends even at times family because they just can't understand what the other person is doing or going through. I hope that all one day reconnect if, and when the time is right. BUT, know that if you don't it was probably meant to be by whatever force. Charity begins at home as well as a lot of other stuff so good luck and I am praying for you, your recovery, and the people in your and others lives that haven't accepted this beast yet. Love to all.