Oh Sharlee--you poor thing! With all you've gone through, you're BOUND to feel down--but I've read your posts to many members and you're a kind, funny caring person who must have helped a lot of others, so just have a good sob for now, take the meds and concentrate on yourself. Being strong all the time is HARD!--I brought up twins single-handedly, worked full-time, was carer to my mum thro her cancer, then my dad with Pagett's disease--and now my future aint looking too good, either! You'll bounce back, because it's obvious from your posts you always have, but my theory is you're allowed to feel pretty lousy and drop the facade at times, have a bawl and dust yourself off when you're ready--ignoring needy others if need be, at this point in time!
Brenda