Sharlee, I concentrate on this forum. It keeps me going. I am constantly reading the many posts in this forum. Any questions, I have I vent here. We were told to do that by several members. Put more time into this forum and forget the so called friends. You are NUMBER 1 and you have concerns (not to mention trying to cope with this devastating disease) Chin up, listen to your doctors and keep reading the posts in this forum. Strangely they become you NEW found friends in time. They are the ones here for you. Carol....