Update:

The speech therapist is impressed with my speech and prounciation. Plus my swallow has come on in leaps and bounds. I no longer hydrate through my G tube, I'm drinking from a glass/cup. I've learnt that drinking from a bottle isn't good for me right now, so when I leave the house for appointments I'll carry a small cup with me or use a flask with a wide mouth.

I'm also allowed to try thicker liquids such as custard, yoghurt, ice cream, mash potato and gravy etc. I feel a bit nervous about it, but also determined. My husband took me grocery shopping for some bits to tempt me. Lets see what I can do.

I met with a rep from the company who send me the shakes for my G tube and I raised the concern that I'm ingesting around 95g sugar every day with their product. I don't feel comfortable consuming that much as I'm concious of becomming diabetic. I've asked if I can speak to the dietician so that I can make my own blended meals.
If she says no, I will rebel and find a way

I was fitted for my mask for radiotherapy. Good grief that made me anxious. I have been given all dates and times for my sessions. Tomorrow I have a CT scan wearing the mask. I'm a bit nervous but I feel I'll be OK once I'm there.

Today I'm feeling really positive and focussed. The fatigue still kicks my butt, but I'm accepting that my body needs to rest up as and when it wants to.