Amy
As you know from my other posts I'm in the process of losing my Mom, months only, no treatment available.
I find it almost impossible to talk to my Mom about what is going to happen ( it's only 5 months since I lost my Dad) I find myself hoping that her heart will give out and stop her suffering ( she has SCC of the oesophagus) I dream the most horrendous dreams and am usually awake around 5am. She will hopefully be home to be nursed by me, but God help me, I'm not sure I'm strong enough, although I know I will have to be.
May your God walk with you on this journey..
Sunshine... love and hugs
Helen