Another infection.......argh. beyond frustrated. Just started to eat after chemo (5/9) not sure if I can handle 5 more. Sitting on the "pity" pot right now sorry for that.....I find myself so easily frustrated.....Do the chemo's get easier?

8/2013 dx sarcoma lft mandible 10/22/2013 fibula free flap with mandiblectomy, peg,tracheotomy, 11/8/13 trach removal, 2nd mandible sx 12/13, 35 IMRT 1/2014.4/2014 chemo x6 only tolerated 3. (Seizures) repeat fibula free flap 1/2016