Paul,
Did not see this thread until today. So sorry but totally understand the ups and downs of being a cancer survivor, particularly one with such a difficult history. Wish you the very best on the upcoming scan. Everyone has to deal with the anxiety that builds up in advance of the next scan. Take care, don

Don
Male, 57 - Great health except C
Dec '12
DX: BOT SCC T2N2bMx, Stage 4a, HPV+, multiple nodes
1 tooth out
Jan '13
2nd tooth out
Tumor Board -induction TPF (3 cycles), seq CRT
4-6/2013
CRT 70gr 2x35, weekly carbo150
ended 5/29,6/4
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